[she wishes she'd closed the door, suddenly -- the feeling's gone out of her legs, threatening to sink her to the floor. Inside her mouth she feels her tongue flap uselessly, for excuses, anything to say.]
I-- but I--
[Jaw clenched, she tries her best to stay strong. Is this not what Shigaraki said might happen? That she'd have to push and be the adult? It's for Shinji's sake, so she must do it, ignoring how terrified he is or that she feels her stomach coil into knots.
And when she opens her mouth, there's... a giggle, this broken noise that sounds of glass shards.
「 It was so easy. 」
She slaps a hand over her mouth.
「 If I'd known I wouldn't feel anything, I would've done it a long time ago. 」
No. No no no--
「 Look, Senpai. I was crazy from the beginning. 」]
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[she wishes she'd closed the door, suddenly -- the feeling's gone out of her legs, threatening to sink her to the floor. Inside her mouth she feels her tongue flap uselessly, for excuses, anything to say.]
I-- but I--
[Jaw clenched, she tries her best to stay strong. Is this not what Shigaraki said might happen? That she'd have to push and be the adult? It's for Shinji's sake, so she must do it, ignoring how terrified he is or that she feels her stomach coil into knots.
And when she opens her mouth, there's... a giggle, this broken noise that sounds of glass shards.
「 It was so easy. 」
She slaps a hand over her mouth.
「 If I'd known I wouldn't feel anything, I would've done it a long time ago. 」
No. No no no--
「 Look, Senpai. I was crazy from the beginning. 」]